ARGH............. i am super stress

jy: i hated myself.......... hated myself for being poor... hated myself for not able to take stress.. i wan to have more tolerant, patience, higher stress level lor..i really cant take it... cant take it lor... i had yet to start school but i am tat stress le lor.. how am i going to go thru all these? HOW? i need more money lor............ am i making the right choice to study? maybe i should just give up on study lor... how to go thru this? i need break... i need enjoyment but i dun have the money to enjoy it...i need to pay this and tat.. i need more money for transport to and from school... how how? who can help me? i really need help... i am so so tired of thinking of this....

will i always quarrel wif mum over money issue? maybe i should just borow money from bank instead of borrowing from her... as if what lor.. keep telling ppl tat i going uni and she need to work in order to let me go study but nv mention tat i am saving up every month for the sch fees as well lor.. please lor.. dun say until how noble lor... i am depending greatly on myself and u are helping me.. dun make it sound as if you are supporting 100% of the money lor.. i know it is bad to say tat but it is true.. i hated to hear her saying that she need to work in order to let me study.. i am working v v hard too...really really hard lor....who can understand my stress and unhappy.. who cares.. no one care lor... no one is understanding lor..

i just need a bit of encouragement.. really a bit will at least let me feel better then why cant i have it? is it really tat hard......... I can only depend on myself.. only myself and no one can help me....

i had been thinking alot.. how to survive for next month? when school really start? additional transport cost.. mum go oversea and who will cook.. who will pay for my dinner.. this will be additional cost again.. HOW? how wat can i do... sure will still have to pay household with no decrease.. i know i shouldnt care so much abt this little money.. the problem is i really need the every single cent lor..she expect me to pay her the money tat i owe her.. ok fine.. which i always did... then the money tat she owe me leh.. she refuse to give me.. say pay me in a later date.. how can? then i pay u later la.. v ridiculous lor.. really lor.. the money can at least let me pay for the red packet lor..

I really cannot stand it and really really tired and stress out...

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The smile that will melt your HEART !!

Smiling happily...

1) what is over there? 2) ah... i know le..

3) i want that... 4) I am Super man

jy: haha.. took some little marcus picture last sunday..hehe.. he is about 7 month plus going to 8 month lor.. hehe.. love him love him...hehe... he is so so cute.. really will melt yr heart when he is smiling at you..hehe... continue to grow little marcus...

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A super full feast of dim sum supper 16 june

The dim sum that we ordered... so many rite..

jy:haha.. becos it was a really super super full and filling dim sum supper @ geylang wang jiao cafe lor... haha.. so had to take photos... we order too much le..and really had had time finishing it.. haha.. got buns la... xiao jiao.. luo mi fan.. prawn zhu chang fen.. yam... porriage.. dumpling.. xiao mai... alot la.. haha.. even have to play the numbers game to clear the foods.. haha.. it was fun la.. and really really filling le.. hehe..

before that.. was ktv session at safra lor.. then before that was queenway wif bs to buy shoes lor.. haha.. got alot v v nice shoes lor.. some more not v ex too.. hehe.. wan to buy leh.. but no money.. sianz ah.. hope to earn more money lor.. have to be more hardworking to do feedback form ba.. haiz.. have to jiayou jiayou lor..

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My new toy..

jy: haha.. i got a new toy from ahsun... haha.. it was a surprise from him..haha.. guess wat it is.. hehe.. it is a tamagochi...haha... tat can connect and makes friends de..hehe.... become lover then give birth all tat de... but then not those really advance tat are selling now de.. hehe...today.. it is Yan ( tamagochi name) 2 years old... haha... her bday is 19 August...haha. lame rite...hehe... but really surprised and like it.. of course in other toget connect.. must at least have 2 and so.. bs bought 1 for himself as well named as Bs..hehe... so he will have to take good care of it le.. now still cannot connect maybe when it grow bigger then can ba...haha... looking forward for that..haha

the pink one is mine, yellow de is bs de...

oh ya.. i had collected mini playground as well..haha.. i realised i really like those playground toy lor..haha.. i got 4 type la.. but still short of 2.. really hard to get it la.. cos is ti gan de..haha...

My new capsule mini playground...

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First Cousin Gathering 12 June @ CAFE CARTEL Marina Sq

the cake that we order

mlee, sally,clarice, me and clivant

Enjoying our cake...

jy: haha…. I wanna take down this special moment… haha… we have our first ever cousin(sally,clivant,meili,clarice) gathering @ café cartel Marina Sq… hehe..intially plan was to eat at subway but becos clivant dun like to eat chicken so we change our plan lor… haha.. the portion that we order @ cafe cartel was really too big for 1 person lor.. when they serve us our foods.. all of us was like... wow.. is this for 1 person to eat..hehe.. all of us order different dishes lor.. then we exchange here n there to taste the foods.. hehe.. it was really a v v nice n great feeling.. we really had alot of funs.. laughing till like ah siao and really pain for the cheek bone...haha.. Great.. we joke around.. talk abt the past... the old ah ma house all tat.. was really great.. hehe..

and ya.. becos clarice birthday is just 15 june so we decided to treat her the meals tat she order.. and we agreed o make a point to meet up and celebrate each other bday..we stay there till 10 plus lor..haha.. then there is promotion for after 9am for the cake.. so each of us order 1 and share lor... nice nice.. i like the feeling of sharing.. it is like a v close feeling which i really enjoy.. hehe.. and the next one who bday will be july which is clivant bday...hehe.. looking forward to the next gathering lor..haha.. followed by mine... August...hehe... then will be next years liao..cos mlee bday is april and sally is may...haha.. happy belated bday then..haha..

It was simply Great !!!

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CINDY N KASH BIG DAY.... 26 May 07

sister power before the gate crashing...

the main lead of the day @ botanic Garden...

all the pic of the sisters and the bride...

@ cindy house...

during the dinner time... wif kelly n jeff...

jy: haha... yaya i admit i am really lazy... hehe.. had always wan to upload the pic but the pic cant seem to be upload so have to keep delay and delay lor..haha.. finally it is up lor..

hereby.. once again wish cindy n kash loving and happy forever.. have a blissful marriage... everything goes smoothly for that.. hehe.. it was really great to know all the sister..hehe.. it was a really great great and fun experiences. Thanks to everyone..hehe....

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Batam Trip 14-15 April 07

DAY 1:

summary: we went shopping and seafood at golden prawn 555..haha.. damn nice lor..haha.. wan to go for spa due to some sudden and no choice stituation..only chris n bs went for massgae.. wasted lor.. cos it is really cheap lor... end the nite wif a small chilled out session at the loung.. the singer there damn good lor..

in the ferry... Batam fast.

the first lunch that we had at batam... it is FREE hor..

the yummy seafoods...

our wonderful seafood feast at Golden prawn 555

end of day 1 with a small chilled out session...

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DAY 2: all of us had different things to do, lixin n me damn boring so we had took quite a lot of bo liao pic lor..haha.. had the first time war games.. seriously.. it was really tiring lor.. guess is because too long nv exercise liao.. the clothes make you really sweat lor...tired lor..haha...had our free pizza as lunch and set off to the terminal....

the battle begin.. can guess who is who ma??

the battle zone..

bo liao lixin n me.. we really took alot of pic...

End of our short Holiday....

too many pic to load and really lazy..haha..

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