sleepless nite..

jy: i cant sleep at all.. i dunno wat happen.. my mood was bad... my mind is in a mess.. i dun wan to do assignment... i dun wan to do anything... i wan to sleep yet i cant get to sleep... i am tired...give me a break please...

no one know... no one will understand....=(

am i too stubborn ??

jy: haiz... i think i am too stubborn... i know i should learn to accept the facts as there is nothing i can do anymore.. i do all that i can... no point at all but i cant take it... why must it be like that? why am i always so unlucky... so blame me... blame me for choosing this? blame me foe everything... this is not my fault AT ALL.. argh... just not flexible enough.. just too stubborn... i am really tired... sick of everything...

who will understand... no one will =(

who will understand.. no one will...

jy: i am so so sick and tired of everything... so so mentally... emotionally... physically strain... argh... who will understand.. no one willl i hated it and i hated it so so so much.. why me.. why not him or she... or watever... why must be me...

who will understand.. no one will......

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day.. -> i think all this is shit la.. just shit.. everything is shit...

MIA

jy: i had been missing for quite some time.. really too busy to upload anything... alot of unhappy thing happend too. the greatest impact is related to schools.. i am tired.. really tired.. work was v v busy as well.. so many thing to do.. but so little help.. everything also me... there is only one me... if i have to do a.. then b will be compromise some how... then if i do b.... c will be compromise... everything also urgent.. but there is only one me...

i am tired and sick... helpless and depressed... i not happy la...i just wan to rest.. i just wan to slp and slp and spl.. do not disturb...

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^

做不完。。。做不完。。。。。做不完啊

jy: well.. i had been really super extremely busy la... wif alot of thing la.. everything la.. anything la... hahhaa.. this whole sept seem really fast... was assignments assignment.. after tat was busy wif preparing for the china trip.. then leh... away from china from 18 to 25 sept.. back was rushing assignment and of course work and work... too many thing ah.... too many assignment ah,.... then going KL for retreat from 7 to 10 oct.. OMG.... meeting meeting and meeting la... preparation not done yet too.. HElp ah.... assignment deadline due soon.. argh...

to add on... i sprain my leg la... it has been almost 1 week le... haiz.. then till now not recover yet.. not so painful le la.. but then no energy.. cant walk lor... help ah... i really hope to recover la... leg is so so impt la... haiz..

see... my pig leg..

and then... my marketing group project mate.. will withdraw from the module... mean i got to do more lor.. haiz... suay- neww go away lor..

once again.,. i need all the best Luck... ok will share my china pic soon...

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^