It is a new beginning for ahsun again( mon of wk 25)

jy: well.. why did i say it is a new beginning for ahsun.. is becos he had officially become corporal since last sat.. then he didn't remain in same place for sergent training lor.. instead he was post to a super far and inaccessable place- Changi Naval Base lor.. super far away and can't get there easily de.. today he had report to the place le.. still dunno how is the place, the time all tat lor.. Hope everything will go smoothly for ahsun lor...hope the ppl and place there will be good lor.. jiayou jiayou le ahsun....

I had a wonderful, enjoyable and happy weekend..hehe.. i shall start my adventure...

Sunday
hmmm... wake up in the morning to work lor.. then eat prata wif mum and godfather.. wow. I really love prata recently leh.. super in love lor.. everyday i wanna eat prata lor.. what happened ah.. am i becoming ah nei..haha.. I am the new prata girl( name by ahsun).. hehe.. after that went home to continue to sleep lor..haha... meet ahsun at about 130 at northpoint.. went for chicken rice at blk 925 lor.. yummy yummy.. delicious man..haha.. went on to buy some wrapping paper at popular and bought a v meaningful small book related to motherhood de for sis lor..hehe...as usual, we went to timezone.. this time wif motive,, ahsun wanna caught the minnie for me.. cos i got 1 micky at home.. they are a pair de lor..haiz.. spending quite alot of money lor and yet we didn't caught it..

message for ahsun: thanks dear for the effort.. sorry that i make u spend so much and when u dun have so much $$ le.. really appreciate dear.. thanks alot..

went home after that... then in the evening, went chong pang to eat wif ahsun family lor... went his house after that.. got the present from bs second brother gf..thanks alot.. then upload my photos all tat.... went home at 10.30 plus wif bs riding bicycle.. it has been a long time since he ride bicycle le..hehe.. really enjoy it.. thanks dear..

Sat
wake up by ahsun...haha.. cos he can bookout early le at 1 plus which initially he say 4 plus de.. he was tired lor.. cos since friday nite 10pm.. he begin his graduation 28km route march lor.. think he finish everything at 5 plus in the morning lor.. then 6 plus will have his parade le.. so hard on him but of course v satifying lor.. DEAR YOU ARE THE BEST.... meet him at his house.. rest awhile till 3 plus and i request to go suntec lor.. it has been a long time since i go there le.. i feel so bad.. ask bs to go walk walk wif me when he is so tired le.. hmmm.. of course i did ask if he is v tired ah... we went to eat laksa and wan tang mee at suntec actually wanna eat prata de but super long quene lor.. went on to the arcade over there..hehe.. ahsun got me a mickey mouse that is going to see firework de..haiz.. didn't manage to get the minnie mouse.. but got a bonus price.. it is actually a pooh bear car things then some one request to change her mickey wif me.. wow... the baby mickey is bigger then mine car things lor..haha.. but the baby mickey look a bit weird..haha.. but really appreciate and love ahsun......

went on to walk awhile at marina square lor..hehe.. then went to have our dinner at the makansutra near esplanade..hehe.. i love the place and i enjoy the breeze lor.. really like it lor.. haiz.. bad things is that the quene is always v long de..haha.. ahsun bought bbq chicken wing la, steam ray then hokkien mee..hehe.. yummy yummy really v nice lor..haha.. Love it so much..
we went on to walk around the singapore river..hehe.. ahsun bought me the candy floss which i love it..haha.. then we took a stroll to the merlion lor..hehe.. took quite alot of photos wif the esplande as the background..hehe.. nice nice..haha.. love the breeze lor.. v relaxing and cooling... that the end of the esplande adventure.. thanks ahsun... thanks fro everything especially going around wif me when u are so so tired le.. thanks my dear..

photos taken @ esplande ( 25/02/06)

Fri
work till 7 plus then meet peixuan at northpoint.. hehe.. went to buy a little book about love for ahsun then went to eat hokkien mee...hehe.. nice nice then chit chat wif peixuan lor. wow.. i think it is always good to chat wif friends..hehe...thanks peixuan..

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day ^@^

It Friday friday lor ( wk 24)

jy: finally.. friday has come lor.. it is friday today ah.. wow.. this week seem to be v long for me and also tiring lor.. super tired this week lor.. really busy lor.. got alot of things to do and settle lor..argggg.. I wanna enjoy today.. i must enjoy today lor.. but dunno find who ah.. everyone seem to be so busy this week too leh.. like meiling need to do ot la..lawrence too lor..hmm.. really have to think thru and look for ppl lor..haha.. I WANNA ENJOY ah....

1 more day to go.. ahsun will be officially a corporal lor.. tml he will have parade to be corporal lor.. but is internal de lor... haiz.. he can't go back early too cos need to help out in the parade for those who become sergent tml lor..haiz.. dunno wat time then can see ahsun leh..hmmm.. hope to see him really soon lor... hehe.. today will be a hard day for him.. need to go for a 28 click route march starting from nite 10pm lor till tml morning ah then have to go parade lor... hard time leh.. jiayou jiayou le my dear.. you sure can do it de and will do it v v good lor...go go go.. jiayou lor...miss you miss you miss you.. miss you.. miss you.. miss you..miss you..miss you..

wow....tired tired ah.. so sleepy ah.. i wanna go home ah...arggg.. tired ah.... the past 2 day nv go anywhere ah.. working working ah... wednesday go home at 9 plus then thursday went home at 7.30 plus plus ah.. going crazy le.. tired ah.. i wanna Break freee.. i wanna enjoy.. i wan to Enjoyyy.. hehe... ok la.. enough of complain lor..need to go back to work lor.. I MUST JIAYOU too...

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^

Overtime in office ( wed of wk 24)

jy: well, i still in office at this hours lor.. it is 7.25pm lor.. well.. alot of things to do..like the budget things la.. evaluation la, need to prepare sketch pad to be send to warehouse tml lor.. need to count this and that lor.. arggg.. stress ah.. busy ah....

yesterday is a happy day to me lor..haha.. got a bonus lor.. get to meet ahsun lor..hehe.. so good rite.. he got nite out la.. hehe.. so i rush to jurong point to meet him lor..hehe.. meet him to eat dinner lor.. went to eat dinner at the halal food court lor..hehe.. then walk around over there lor..hehe... went home at about 10pm lor..haiz.. nvm la.. is a bonus le.. so is v good lor..hehe.. so so happy lor.. ahsun also got buy me a art kit lor..hehe...got alot of things de lor..hehe..like crayon la... color pencil la.. oil pastel lor.. water color lor.. magic pens lor..hehe... so good of ahsun lor..haha...thanks my dear.....

ok lor.. guess going home soon lor..hehe.. tired le..hehe..

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^

Monday blue..( mon of wk 24)

jy: it is a Monday again... haiz.. super sianz lor especially back in this office lor..arggg.. i just dun understand why ppl will disturb you when it is weekend la or during yr off day lor.. i understand that working in this company.. this thing is common lor..but why must always like tat.. why must there be always things to cope up leh... why always so conicidence lor.. WHy?? really hated it leh..i really dun understand leh.. this time round.. i really break down and cry... and dunno why i am so blur lor.. i lost the small photosticker bag..haiz.. i lost all my favourite and latest photosticker tat i took wif ahsun lor..haiz.. and also the cup holder draw by bs..haiz.. where did i lost it...

photo sticker that i lose....

ps: ahsun.. i'm really sorry.. i know i had made u really sad lor.. but i really dun wan to be like tat de.haiz.. i lost myself.. i lost the always so cheerful and happy de jinyan.. i dunno where to find her back...where are you??

well.. although i begin my blog v sadly.. i still wan to share some of my happiness happened over the week....

Friday (17-02-06)
it is our 2 years anniversary....hehe.. great and happy that we can spend the day together lor.. as i had say.. i will write in my blog telling wat is the suprised for ahsun.. haha.. i actually get weiyi to teach me how to make chocolate..hehe..so i make some chocolate cookies for ahsun lor..haha.. good enough ba...hehe.. cos i hardly cook de leh..great that the cookies come out to be not bad lor..haha..

chocolate cookies made by me to ahsun..

first thing we do on this special day is to have Macdonald breakfast at chong pang..after that went ahsun house to rest awhile..play wif mingjie la..haha.. eat lunch at home lor.. is burger, fries and chicken wing from Do and me..haha.. move on to next destination.. we went to orchard far east lor..hehe.. is a shopping time.. bought a big bag and ahsun bought a pouch lor..make ourselve the life time member of Zinc..haha.. bought some hair accessories too then went to a shop that sell limited edition T-shirt..hehe.. v special and unique lor.. ahsun bought 3 of them which one of them is mine..thanks alot.. we make ourselve 1 year member of that shop..haha... thanks dear.. later on we went to walk around at ngee ann city then taka..hehe.. ahsun also bought me a card with v meaning words.. i so touched and i cry.. V useless me rite..hmmm...

went on to sing kbox at cineleisure lor..hehe.. finally get to sing FOREVER love by wang lee hom..haha.. sing from 7 plus to 10 lor.. cost about $56 lor.. ex rite.. but we enjoy ourselves la..hehe.. went to eat steam ray, osyter egg and chay quek tiao at the kopitiam near cineleisure lor..nice nice food leh..really enjoy ourselves to the fullest lor.. if every anniversary we get to celebrate it.. it will be really nice rite..

@ hans taking little breaks..

@ kbox...singing session..

sat morning..eat prata wif bs.. nice nice leh.. then went home to take long nap.. after that at nite went bs house to eat dinner wif his family at chong pang 101 lor..nice nice leh.. thanks alot..

sun morning..specially went to seng kang to find sis to eat pizza wif her then at first wanna go bugis to listen to ntu talk..later change plan to shop around at compass point then went back to yishun chong pang to collect ahsun army uniform.. 1 more week ahsun will be corporal lor.. he will be corporal SHee..hehe.. jiayou ok.. stay at chong pang till around 6.45pm then went to eat bei sheng lou lor.. mark the end of the week wif ahsun...

some funny photos we took at chong pang..hehe

ahsun ah.. thanks for spending this few day wif me.. i really really enjoy myself alot alot.. thanks ahsun.. once again.. happy 2 years anniversary...

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^

Just to Share ( Thurs of wk 23)

jy: well, i just got the group photos that we took in Taipei with my AKLTG colleague lor.. so i decided to post up... Lets' SEE.....

This one without serene de but wif boss (patrick wife)

here come serene...

Overall, those who are in this trip is in the picture except Gary lor..

WHERE IS OUR MASTER TRAINER- GARY ??

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^

1 more day to go.. (thurs of wk 23)

jy: WHAT DATE IS IT??? hehe.. it is the 16 of FEbruary.... hehe... why it is so special... haha.. cos tml is the 2 years anniversary of ahsun and me..

IT'S OUR 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY !!

I know la.. not v long compare to those who are together for 5 or even more years de.. but this 2 years is not easy for us lor... is a tough time for us.. we go thru quite alot ah.. especially the NS life.. from the life where i can meet and see him everyday to a time where i only can see him on weekend lor.. then sometime have to accept that he will be on outfield all tat lor.. there will be even more tough time waiting for us lor... haiz.. the time when he will be in overseas training.. a few weeks can't see him or even received a call from him lor..haiz.. i not sure if we can make it thru or should i say i not sure if i can go thru this.. but i promise ok.. i will really do my v best lor.. YOU HAVE my words ok... it will be the time when i will feel v sad de.. but i know i will have friends by my side, to accompany me lor.. so no worry ok.. I will really do my best to stay as happy and cheerful as possible de..

So we must really jiayou jiayou lor.. to glue up pur puzzle of Love of course is not easy de lor.. i will really do my best de lor... You also have to jiayou jiayou in yr training ok...

Today.. i gonna surprised bs too..haha.. well becos he havn't have the things so i will not reveal anything over here..haha.. wait for my next week posting for updated ba.. if u all are interested in the surprised..haha.. hmmm.. today ahsun will bookout lor..haha.. but not so early la.. but tml will be a day of celebration.. although we still not sure wat we wanna do la.. but it will definitely be enjoyable and happy de.. cOS WE ARE together ah..hehe... really look forward for the celebration.. la la la....

another good news to share..hehe.. i gonna be the real ah yi le..haha.. my sister pregnent lor.. haha.. hmmm.. 5 weeks lor..haha.. so so happy lor...hmmm.. really have to rest as much as possible lor ok.. take care le.. be more alert and take notes of wat you will eat lor ok.. jiayou lor..

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^

Different meaning for Flowers( tues of wk23)

jy: Just to share the differents meaning of flowers and the number of stalk to give... So it is actually an art to send flowers too.......... Check it out...

No of stalk of roses

A single bloom of red rose----->love at first sight or "I still love you"
A single rose in any colour-----> indicates simplicity and gratitude
2 roses----->mutual feelings
3 roses-----> "I love you"
7 roses-----> "I'm infatuated with you"
9 roses-----> "We'll be together forever"
10 roses-----> "You are perfect"
11 roses -----> "You are My Treasured One"
12 roses ----->"Be mine!"
13 roses-----> "Friends forever"
15 roses -----> "I'm truly sorry"
20 roses-----> "I'm truly sincere towards you"
21 roses-----> "I'm dedicated to you"
24 roses-----> "Forever yours"
25 roses -----> Congratulations
36 roses -----> "Remembering our romantic times"
40 roses -----> "My genuine love for you"
50 roses -----> Unconditional love
99 roses -----> "I will love you all the days of my life"
101 roses-----> "I'm completely devoted to you"
108 roses-----> "Will you marry me?"
999 roses-----> "I love you till the end of time"



Flower

A
Acacia----> Concealed Love; Beauty in Retirement; Chaste Love
Ambrosia----> Your Love is Reciprocated
Amaryllis----> Pride; Pastoral Poetry
Amaryllis/Hippeastrum ----> I am proud of you; pride
Anemone----> Forsaken
Anemone/Mona Lisa----> I don't want to lose you
Anthurium, Red----> You work to get where you are
Anthurium, White----> Think of me
Arbutus----> Thee Only Do I Love
Aster ----> Symbol of Love, Daintiness
Aster China ----> Variety is the spice of life
Azalea----> Take Care of Yourself for Me; Temperance; Fragile Passion; Chinese Symbol of Womanhood

B
Bachelor Button---->Single Blessedness
Begonia ----> Beware
Bells Of Ireland ----> Good Luck
Bellflower / Campanula ----> Gratitude
Bird of Paradise Flower ---->Freedom, Good perspective
Bittersweet ----> Truth
Butterfly Orchid ---->You are always on my mind
Bluebell ----> Humility

C
Cactus ----> Endurance
Camellia, Pink ----> Longing for you
Camellia, Red ----> You're a Flame in My Heart
Camellia, White ----> You're Adorable
Carnation, General----> Fascination; Woman Love
Carnation, Pink ---->I'll Never Forget You; Motherly love
Carnation, Red ---->My Heart Aches For You; Admiration; I hold you in high esteem; respect
Carnation, Purple ----> Capriciousness
Carnation, Solid Color----> Yes
Carnation, Striped ----> No; Refusal; Sorry I Can't Be With You; Wish I Could Be With You
Carnation, White ----> Sweet and Lovely; Innocence; Pure Love; Woman's Good Luck Gift
Carnation, Yellow ----> You Have Disappointed Me; Rejection; Enjoy the moment
Cattail----> Peace; Prosperity
Celosia ----> Fortune
Chrysanthemum, General----> You're a Wonderful Friend; Cheerfulness and Rest
Chrysanthemum, White----> Truth
Chrysanthemum, Yellow ----> Slighted Love
Crocus ----> Cheerfulness
Cyclamen ----> Don't lose faith in me
Cypress ----> Mourning
Cyclamen----> Resignation and Good-bye

D
Daffodil---->Regard; Unrequited Love; You're the Only One; The Sun is Always Shining when I'm with You
Daffodil Narcissus ---->You are an angel
Dahlia ---->Fickleness
Daisy---->Innocence; Loyal Love; I'll Never Tell; Purity
Daisy, Garden ---->I share your sentiment
Daisy, Red ---->Joy
Daisy, White ---->Innocence; truth
Daisy, Yellow ---->I will try hard to earn your love
Dandelion----> Faithfulness; Happiness

F
FERN ---->Magic; Fascination; Confidence and Shelter
FIR ---->Time
FLAX ---->Domestic Symbol
Flowering Cabbage ---->Prosperity
Foget-Me-Not ---->True Love; Memories
Forsythia ---->Anticipation
Forget Me Not ---->True love

G
Gardenia---->You're Lovely; Secret Love
Geranium---->Stupidity; Folly
Gerbera ---->You are the sunshine of my life
Ginger, Pink ---->Diversity
Ginger, Red ---->Unlimited Wealth
Gladioli---->Give Me a Break; I'm Really Sincere; Flower of the Gladiators
Gladiolus / Sword Lily ---->Strength of Character
Gloxinia---->Love at First Sight

H
Heather, Lavender ---->Admiration; Solitude
Heather, White---->Protection; Wishes Will Come True
Helenium ---->I miss you very much
Heliconia ---->Great returns
Holly ---->Defense; Domestic Happiness
Hyacinth, General---->Games and Sports; Rashness; Flower Dedicated to Apollo
Hyacinth, Blue ---->Constancy; Predictability; reliable
Hyacinth, Purple ----> I am Sorry; Please Forgive Me; Sorrow
Hyacinth, Red Or Pink---->Play
Hyacinth, White ---->Loveliness; I'll Pray for You; Subtle and graceful
Hyacinth, Yellow ---->Jealousy
Hyacinthus, Pink ---->Active; energetic
Hydrangea ---->Thank You for Understanding; Frigidity; Heartlessness; Arrogance; aloofness

I
Iris ---->Fleur-de-lis; Emblem of France; Your Friendship Means so Much to Me; Faith; Hope; Wisdom and Valor; My Compliments; Passion
Ivy---->Wedded Love; Fidelity; Friendship; Affection;Friendship; fidelity; marriage

J
Jasmine ---->Amiability
Jonquil ---->Love Me; Affection Returned; Desire; Sympathy; Desire for Affection Returned

L
Larkspur, White ---->Joyful; happy-go-lucky
Larkspur, Pink ---->Fickleness
Larkspur, Purple ---->Sweet disposition
Lilac ---->Field Humility
Lilac, Purple ---->You are my first love
Lilac, White ---->You are so pure and innocent
Lily of the Valley ---->Return of happiness
Lily, Calla ---->Your voice is music to my ears
Lily, Casablanca ---->I am in heaven when I'm with you
Lily, Pink ---->Romantic
Lily, Stargazer ---->I see heaven in your eyes
Lily, Yellow ---->Live for the moment; nothing is forever;I'm Walking on Air; False and Gay
Lily, White ---->Virginity; Purity; Majesty; It's Heavenly to be with You;My love is pure and innocent
Lily, Calla ---->Beauty
Lily, Day ---->Coquetry; Chinese Emblem for Mother
Lily, Eucharis ---->Maiden Charms
Lily, Tiger---->Wealth; Pride
Lily Of The Valley ---->Sweetness; Tears of the Virgin Mary; Return to Happiness; Humility; You've Made My Life Complete

M
Magnolia ---->Nobility
Marigold ---->Cruelty; Grief; Jealousy
Mistletoe ---->Kiss me; Affection; To Surmount Difficulties; Sacred Plant of India
Monkshood---->Beware; A Deadly Foe is Near
Moss ---->Maternal Love; Charity
Myrtle ---->Love; Hebrew Emblem of Marriage

N
Narcissus---->Egotism; Formality; Stay as Sweet as You Are
Nasturtium ----> Conquest; Victory in Battle

O
Oleander---->Caution
Orange Blossom ---->Innocence; Eternal Love; Marriage and Fruitfulness
Orange Mock ---->Deceit
Orchid---->Love; Beauty; Refinement; Beautiful Lady; Chinese Symbol for Many Children
Orchid, Cattleya ---->Mature Charm

P
Paeonia ---->Bashful
Palm leaves ---->Victory and Success
Peony ---->Shame; Happy Life; Happy Marriage
Petunia ---->Resentment; Anger; Your Presence Sooths Me
Phlox ---->A good partnership; harmony
Pine---->Hope; Pity
Poppy, Oriental ---->Silence is golden
Poppy, Red ---->Consolation; Pleasure
Poppy, Scarlet ---->Extravagance
Poppy, White ---->Tranquility; Consolation
Poppy, General ---->Eternal Sleep; Oblivion; Imagination
Poppy, Yellow ---->Wealth; Success
Primrose ---->I Can't Live Without You
Primrose, Evening ---->Inconstancy

R
Ranunculus ---->You are very attractive
Rose, Black ---->You are my obsession
Rose, Champagne ---->You are tender & loving
Rose, Leonidas ---->Sweet love
Rose, Nicole ---->You are graceful & elegant; aristocratic
Rose, Orange ---->You are my secret love
Rose, Pink ---->Brilliant Complexion; the glow of your smile;Perfect Happiness; Please Believe Me
Rose, Red ---->Passionate love; Love; I Love You
Rose, Single Stems ---->Simplicity
Rose, White ---->I am worthy of you; spiritual love; Innocence and Purity; I am Worthy of You; You're Heavenly; Secrecy and Silence
Rose, White & Red ---->We are not separable; unity
Rose, White & Red Mixed ---->Unity; Flower Emblem of England
Rose, White-Dried ---->Death is Preferable to Loss of Virtue
Rose, Yellow ---->I am not worthy of your love; Decrease of Love; Jealousy; Try to Care
Rose, Bridal ---->Happy Love
Rose, Dark Crimson ---->Mourning
Rose, Hibiscus ---->Delicate Beauty
Rose, Leaf ---->You May Hope
Rose, Tea ---->I'll Remember Always
Rose, Thornless ---->Love at First Sight
Roses, Bouquet of Mature Blooms ---->Gratitude
Roses, Single Full Bloom ---->I Love You; I Still Love You
Rosebud ---->Beauty and Youth; A Heart Innocent of Love
Rosebud, Red ---->Pure and Lovely
Rosebud, White ---->Girlhood
Rosebud, Moss ---->Confessions of Love

S
Scabiosa ---->Admiration
Scilla ---->Forgive & forget
Snapdragon ---->Please don't misunderstand
Snowball/Viburnum ---->Commitment
Spider Flower ---->Elope with Me
Stock ---->Lasting beauty
Sunflower ---->Adoration
Sweet Pea ---->Delicate pleasures
Smilax ---->Loveliness
Snapdragon ---->Deception; Gracious Lady
Stephanotis ---->Happiness in Marriage; Desire to Travel
Stock ---->Bonds of Affection; Promptness; You'll Always Be Beautiful to Me
Sweetpea ---->Good-bye; Departure; Blissful Pleasure; Thank You for a Lovely Time

T
Tulip, Cream ---->I will love you forever
Tulip, Red ---->Declaration of love; Believe Me; Declaration of Love
Tulip, Yellow ---->I am hopelessly in love; There's Sunshine in Your Smile
Tulip, General ---->Perfect Lover; Frame; Flower Emblem of Holland
Tulip, Variegated ---->Beautiful Eyes

V
Veronica ---->Fidelity
Violet ---->Modesty
Violet, Blue ---->Watchfulness; Faithfulness; I'll Always Be True
Violet, White ---->Let's Take a Chance

W
Waratah ---->Prosperity
Willow ---->Bravery & humanity Zinnia Thoughts of absent friends

Z
Zinnia, Magenta ---->Lasting Affection
Zinnia, Mixed ---->Thinking (or In Memory) of an Absent Friend
Zinnia, Scarlet ---->Constancy
Zinnia, White ---->Goodness
Zinnia, Yellow ---->Daily Remembrance

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^

Happy Valentine Day.. (tues of wk 23)

jy: Today is February 14, it is valentine day.. a official day to celebrate the love.. of course not forgetting that today is also a friendship day that friends celebrate the friendship....

hereby to wish all friends and couples

Happy friendship day !! && Happy Valentine day !!

today is my second time celebrating this special day wif ahsun but this time round he can't be wif me by my side to celebrate wif me...becos he is in camp ah...

i just got a sURPRISE from him.... he got someone to send me 12 stalk of flowers and a bear with the words ( MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BELONG TO YOU !).. guess it will be v v expensive lor.. dear ah.. i am so so touched dear.. but u make me miss u even more dear.. i MISS YOU so much dear.. why spend so much money when you dun have enough to spend le dear... I really appreciate yr love my dear dear.. but dear ah.. i rather have you by my side my dear dear.. Thanks alot my dear dear.. really thanks alot dear.. thanks for the surprised....

dear ah... i was listening to 933 now, they say 12 stalk of flowers means that the flowers is for 1 year which means the flower is for 12 months dear.. be so loving and loving for the whole year dear.. and red rose means that the couples is in hottest love (ri lian)... thanks dear... i dunno what i should say dear.. i really miss u so so much dear.. really hope to see u now dear..miss u really really much dear... i'm sorry that i cry le... so touched and i can really feel your love for me dear.. and the effort of making me happy dear.. really thanks alot dear and i didn't give you anything dear.. Thanks millions dear.. i feel it dear.. thanks for everything dear...

this is my flowers and Bear from ahsun...

I LOVE AND MISS YOU DEAR !!

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^

5 More days to Anniversary (mon of wk 23)

jy: it is a monday again lor.. haiz.. hated monday ah.. always feel so alone lor.. but no choice ah.. i am ok la.. really lor.. more used to the feeling le ba.. no worry ok ahsun...

COUNT DOWN to 5 days... it will be our 2 years anniversary lor...

jiayou jiayou le ahsun.. takecare ok.. miss you so so much lor.. muack....

Friday
meet huiee and xuan at causeway point lor.. actually wanna meet bs at jurong point de.. as usual, he is supposed to have nite out de but it was cancel lor.. haiz.. expected de so didn't really feel v angry or wat lor.. jus feel a bit disappointed and sad lor.. so we have our dinner @ mos burger lor.. then walk around at causeway lor.. and i pass xuan n ee the friendship day present lor.. i do a photo fram wif their name and grow in the dark wording lor.. also bought them a magnetic drawing board..dunno wat it is call la.. then huiee bought us a wooden key chain wif the words Friend in it lor.. Thanks alot.. happy friendship day...

Sat
meet ahsun at boon lay mrt station lor... then acc him to lavender beach road lor.. he need to buy some army things lor.. after that we went to bishan lor.. cos i wanna buy the yin yue ri ji..hehe.. finally the 3rd album is out lor... not bad lor.. the story but i still think tat wif songs it will be even better lor.. went yio chu kang to meet sis and mum they all lor.. need to go ang mo kio.. we are celebrating mum bday lor... hehe.. plan quite alot on the foods lor.. happy bday mum... after that actually wanna go kbox de but only for 3 hours lor.. then somemore minight charges for taxi lor so didn't sing lor.. went amk to walk walk awhile then took bus home le...

sun
wif ahsun help, finally put the posters le lor.. thanks dear.. actually wanna go out de but dunnno where to go lor then tired too.. so stay at ahsun house to rest lor.. went northpoint at 7 plus then is time for ahsun to book in le.. he took a bus to boon lay and i walk home after that lor.. chat wif him all the way to home lor.. miss ya dear... miss u so much dear..

Really looked forward to our 2 years anniversary lor.. hope u like the hand made things that i done for u lor.. although not any things ex de.. hope u will still like it... miss ya muack.. jiayou ok..

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day...^@^

Counting down to 8 days..( thurs of wk 22)

jy: well.. dunno why.. my blog still not updated but inside the place where i edit the blog, it actually have all the things that i wrote.. why?? ah... anyone can tell me?? well i still decided to write down the things i wanna say although it cannot be seen lor..hopefully it will be updated really soon lor...

wow.. quite tired today ah.. dunno why ah?? hmmm.. guess is becos yesterday i sleep too late yesterday le ba.. hehe.. long time nv stay till 1.30 plus am in WEEKdays le.. dunno wy i am always so so tired lor.. something must be wrong wif me lor.. maybe i lack of something tat why i need to sleep so much lor...haha...

quite sad yesterday lor, it is xiao carol last day of working le.. she is one of the big sister that treat me good in the office lor..haiz.. 1 good person and friend left le..haiz.. sad ah... she is so sweet lor.. bought us all the girls 1 white rose each lor.. wif a handwritten card lor.. thanks alot le.. all the best and takecare ok.. keep in contact le.. jiayou jiayou for you le ok...

Flower from xiao carol.. all the best

hmmm.. miss bs so much ah.. especially yesterday lor..hmm... he didn't really sms me too cos heard that someone got caught for using phone lor..hmmm.. hopefully ahsun will be fine lor... miss him ah.. jiayou jiayou le.. today will be able to go back camp and sleep on bed lor.. hope u can go back really soon lor.. go go go....

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^

I gonna rewrite on my mon blog( tues of wk 22)

jy: well i gonna rewrite on my blog that i wrote yesterday lor.. it is actually about wat i do during weekend lor.. hmmm.... well... this week gonna be a long week for me as bs sunday book in le.. he got live firing lor.. so he only managed to bookout on friday 7pm lor.. haiz.. quite angry and sad that day lor.. he told me that he will book out at 1pm de then ask me take half day off.. end up no choice lor.. dun have lor.. i go jurong point and walk around myself lor.. all alone leh for a few hours lor..haiz.. but no choice lor...

after we met, went bs house to let him change la.. then rest awhile went to northpoint to eat swensen lor.. try the chilli pasta lor.. not v nice la.. then bs order bread chicken lor.. also order calamari and fries lor.. but too full to finish the fries lor then the shop closing too le.. with nothing to do.. we took a bus 800 in order to waste the time lor.. hehe cos course i was too tired le.. i fall asleep lor.. so good to have ahsun by the side lor.. finally the time of movies nearing le.. i finally get to watch the movie that i had been wanting to watch.. the memoir of geisha lor.. the show start at 1145 lor.. then it is a 2 1/2 hrs show lor.. not bad lor..quite nice but the story a little sad lor... dunno is true or not lor..hmmm... went home after that...

@ northpoint swensen

Memoirs Of A Geisha -
Starring: Zhang Ziyi, Ken Watanabe, Gong Li, Michelle Yeoh, Youki Kudoh Directed by: Rob Marshall In the years before World War II, a Japanese child is torn from her penniless family to work as a geisha house. Despite a treacherous rival who nearly breaks her spirit, the girl blossoms into the legendary geisha Sayuri. Beautiful and accomplished, Sayuri captivates the most powerful men of her day, but is haunted by her secret love for the one man beyond her reach.

sat
everything was v rush lor.. rush to huiee house after woke up lor.. cos woke up quite late lor.. meet xuan and bs at yishun station lor.. went her house and eat alot of foods lor.. got pizza la, bee hoon, chisken wing la, nugget la.. etc lor.. stay till around 3 plus if not wrong

Taken @ Huiee house.. Happy New year..

went back to yishun.. request bs to take photosticker lor.. hehe.. of course i like it so so much lor.. v nice ah.. hehe...went bs house after that lor.. to have dinner lor.. b4 that, gamble wif his brother in law.. hehe.. he so so good lor.. so maybe not so lucky lor.. gie us money lor..haha.. i thought i already quite not in v good luck le.. in the end still managed to win lor.. feel so bad ah.. had a v quick and rush dinner lor.. bs took cab back to camp lor.. then drop me near my house lor... thanks alot..

our recent Photo sticker.. Love it muack..

meet xuan and law to go junhong house lor.. wow.. alot of ppl in the house lor.. got grandma la, second uncle la, all the aunties lor.. but stil didn't stay long lor.. cos they waiting for me outside lor.. so rush to junhong house to have steamboat lor.. super full lor.. then quite left out and weird lor.. cos only the two of us is girls lor.. but thanks alot lor.. really appreciate the effort lor.. went home quite early lor..


sun
haiz.. feeling v v sianz ah… didn’t really want to wake up lor.. cos also dunno wat to do lor.. hmmm.. when I finally wake up, wash a lot a lot of clothes ah.. then decide to find ppl go out lor.. meet weiyi and ck to eat dinner and walk around lor.. we walk from orchard to plaza singapura lor.. eat at the food court lor..try the indonsian chicken drumlets rice lor.. nice leh.. v special lor.. should have ask bs to go some other time to eat lor.. went home after that lor.. not so late lor cos still need to work tml lor.. sianz ah…

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^

Tiring day ah.... ( tues of wk 22)

jy: haiz.. wat happened to my blog?? it go crazy le.. yesterday the blog not publish leh.. i write so long ah... then the date on in order le.. Sianz ah.. wat happened ah???

haiz.. not in v good mood today ah.. feeling quite sad lor.. eye v pain ah.. haiz.. cry v v long last nite lor..haiz... tired ah.. v v tired le and feeling v sianz lor.. going crazy le..haiz....

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^

After CNY ( thurs of week 21)

jy: haiz.. back to work lor...after 5 and 1/2 day holiday for chinese new year lor.. sianz ah.. feel so tired and sianz ah.. still in holiday mood lor... haiz... wanna go home and sleep ah... hmmm.. but no choice la... haiz.. miss ahsun so so much too lor.. he in tekong now lor..field training ah.. so worried abt him ah.. hope everything will goes smoothly for him lor.. miss him so much.. i will jiayou and endure de.. tml he will be able to book out le but got to book in on sat lor.. cos got live firing on sunday lor..haiz.. will have very less time wif him again le for this week..haiz.. Sianz ah... hope to have alot alot of time wif him lor..haiz..

Where should i strat my story leh for the past few days?? hmmm..

Friday ( 27/01)- was told to take half day leave lor.. didn't managed to get xuan or ee lor.. so got 1 part timer for the learning brain conference de-cerina offer to go shopping wif me.. we walk around bugis street lor.. then great that i managed to get some clothes.. bought ahsun1 t-shirt too..haiz...ahsun was supposed to book out de.. but something big crop up lor.. haiz.. pitiful leh.. new year can't come out then havn't buy any clothes all tat lor..haiz... so sad lor.. then so worried abt him too lor..haiz... he finally only managed to come out on saturday nite ..haiz.. sad ah... but at least he can come out for new year lor..we walk around till 4 plus, cerina need to go off le..so left only me ah.. saw fernando lor.. acc him to buy a jean then wanna take bus to orchard..so we went to have some food at a hongkong shop then take a bus, alight at PS lor.. i went ps carrefour to get something then walk to orchard lor..haiz.. all alone but lucky that ck free lor.. so get him to meet me and walk around lor.. cos he also sianz ah.. at first wanna go kbox de but cancel le... so i meet him and we walk around at orchard lor.. from heeran to taka to cineleisure then far east lor.. walk till around 9 plus in the nite, take train to marina lor.. then ck alight at ps, cos he is going MOs wif chris they all lor.. to celebrate yukun bday lor.. must go there 1 day to see see lor.. went home after that...bought ahsun a belt too.. great that after 1 day long.. i finally got ahsun news lor.. super worried abt him lor..

Sat.. it is the eve of new year.. stay at home to do last minutes clean up lor.. then go north point for awhile to get contact lens ah, hair conditional etc lor.. went around northpoint to see wat can buy for ahsun too.. bought him a jean at baleno lor.. then bought a giodano clothes for myself too then went home lor... continue on the cleaning up lor.. have my reunion dinner lor.. but was quite quiet all tat lor.. first year without sis wif us.. haiz.. feel a bit lonely lor.. hehe..happy that ahsun was home too... he come my house at 10 plus pm lor.. hehe.. so so happy to see him lor... so so happy...end and start my day happily wif bs wif me...hehe...

Sun.. first day of new year lor... hehe... wake up and prepare for steamboat foods...hehe.. sis will be back for steamboat then go grandma house wif us lor..she come at 1 plus then then after we finish eating and get prepare.. it is quite late le..haha.. around 4 plus lor.. plus the taxi v hard to get lor.. when we reach there all relative go back le.. so we stay there till 6 plus to 7 then we go home lor..hehe.. at first wanna go watch movie de but didn't lor.. ahsun come my house then after that we go peixuan house lor..hehe.. stay till 1 plus to 2 then ahsun come my house to acc me..hehe... we fall asleep and till 4 plus ahsun went home le... so so happy to nice to have ahsun wif me lor.. i love to be wif him..to have him wif me lor...

Mon.. early in the morning.. go ahsun house lor.. after that go sis house cos all the relative will be there lor.. sis got buffet all tat lor.. wow.. spend alot of money lor.. but no choice lor.. haiz.. then saty till 8 plus to 9 took bus 85 back to yishun.. need to go ws house lor.. hmmm.. quite fun over there la but no much of ei0215 lor... went home after that and ahsun stay wif me the whole day and whole nite.. love ahsun so so much.. miss him so much too..

Tues.. didn't do anything la... at first wanna go bs friend house but becos too far so change the mind.. went bs house instead then go lixin house lor.. hmmm.. very fast.. the time ahsun have to book in arrive le.. so his father drop me at my house then move on to drive bs to camp le.. haiz.. my missing start again le lor..haiz.. i really really miss him alot alot leh... haiz.. dunno why miss him so much.. guess is becos this few days had always been wif him ba.. miss him ah..

Wed.. a holiday from office lor.. did nothing too.. v v tiring ah...keep sleeping lor...hehe.. sleep and sleep and sleep..haha.. then getting late le and dunno wat to do lor..hehe..so only go xuan house for awhile lor.. then go northpoint..hehe.. cos meet huiee for dinner..hehe.. we went to eat sakura cusine then walk around there and go mac to rest lor.. went hme at 10 plus and end of the holiday... sianz ah.. really really v sianz leh.... haiz.. sianz ah...

always tell yrself.. tml is a Brand new days..^@^