arggggg... i am so useless man...
jy: finally it is once again a Friday.. i feel really confused in the coming of Friday lor... happy things is that yeah.. it is a friday and i can enjoy the coming weekend.. one most impt things i can FREE from my workplace lor... everyday was a struggle for me lor.. no passion.. no spirit.. no mood.. blab blab blab la... everyday just have to really drag myself out of bed and come to work lor.. haiz... sad things is that the times just passes by day by day and yet i seem like wasting my everyday without any goals and achievement lor.. i just feel that i dun seem to be living in this world lor.. haiz.. i am getting older day by day lor.. 3 more months to my birthday lor.. just nice lor.. 3 whole months lor.. do i need to feel happy that i am aging.. argggg...yesterday was a super fun and enjoyable day lor.. wif emily and xiao carol..haha.. meet her 7pm at city hall and we went on to marina sq kopitiam for our laksa dinner lor.. wow.. ex man.. each bowl cost $4.10 lor.. so weird rite.. dunno where the $0.10 come from lor.. haha.. and we went on to take xiao carol suggestion lor.. our kbox session...haha.. it was a super big room for us lor.. haha.. imagine 3 person taking a room that can take up more than 20 person..haha.. it was like so shiok lor.. we can have our concert man..haha.. had a lot of fun lor.. really lor.. was singing and jumping all around lor..haha.. one things bad is because it is so big that we are v cold lor.. haha... really v v high lor..haha.. laugh till cannot tahan lor..haha.. emily and i was busy acting the role in the superwoman mtv lor..haha... really lor.. i even act the role of wang lee hom in kiss goodbye lor.. haha. they even tear paper and add like the snow lor.. haha.. cannot tahan lor.. it was a great great time lor..haha.. LEt's meet up one day again ba..hehe...
haiz.. emily had officially got the job in M1 le.. she is leaving in the mid of may lor.. haiz.. so sad lor.. i will be back to normal again le.. a time where i eat lunch all alone everyday and in office alone le lor.. haiz.. so sad lor.. she seem to be like a passerby in my life lor.. haiz.. always come in and out of it lor.. haiz.. feel that i am useless lor..dunno since when i say i wanna leave this company and till now i am still here deciding wat i wan to work as and whether i wanna leave or not lor.. haiz.. she just send out the resume on Monday and then go for interview on thursday and they call her up not long after she left the interview place lor.. haiz.. am i really that bad.. my cert all tat is for wat.. i am not happy.. not happy wif the life i am going thru.. i am a coward lor.. worry so much and can't seem to get into a conclusion lor.. v v useless lor.. wan to leave but scared here and there lor.. wat happened to me.. haiz...
always.. tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^
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