negative attract

jy: argh...cos it be really negative thoughts attract?? that why all the weirdest and so not going to happen thing will happened ?? all the bad thing is happening to me.. why why why.. isn't i have enough of screw up and suay-ness? argh.... yesterday was thinking of the stupid incident... tat i couldn't sleep.. keep tossing in the bed.. argh... was v v affected by the stupid last email... i think i am too kind tat ppl take for granted.. argh...

so today was having meeting in the morning.. wake up early and go to work... but guess wat... when i reach tanjong pagar mrt station.. there was a lady walk beside me and tell me tat my pant got a hole.. i was like.. huh where?? the best part was she didn't say.. i was like damn scared is v v big la... so pai seh la.. and the nearest toilet is at amara la.. so i quickly walk there and check out... ok la.. quickly not v v big la.. just a small line but can be quite obvious.. so went to office and go out and look for pant... argh... all shop havnt open... then went amara.. lucky there is one shop tat is open.. so manage to get a pant.. but the pant cost DAMN EX la... after discount is $48 lor.. alibaba brand la.. but wat to do.. i dun buy i also die.. argh.... after tat went back to office to work...

after tat was meeting and meeting.. pissed off la...i just hated him to the Max.. really wan to slap him lor.. argh.. angry lor.. after tat kana some nagging session from my boss again.. haiz.. everything also my fault la... argh.. hated it lor... it seem like so many thing keep screw up lor... argh.. i hate it lor... just cant let me do my work and go on wif my life meh??

please please... nothing will happened... everything will go smoothly from this moment onward ok.. please pleaSE... no more china screw up.... everything will just go in place smoothly... we will get the deal please... please please please.. is really v upsetting de lor... haiz.. so demoralise.. so stress... so sad... so so so so .... haiz...

positive THoughts !!!

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day.,.^@^