I bought something that i like

jy: today went to ikea to buy glass for office.. and saw some thing that i really wan to buy long time ago.. which is the candle holder that had a really nice shape that i really like.. really really nice and i really like it de.. got a few colors that i like... i like the white one but scared it will be dirty v fast so decided to choose another color.. hmmm.. a bit like blue and grey de.. nice nice.. like it.. bought the candle as well.. haha.. but really took quite sometime to decide whether to really buy or not.. but after some consideration i buy lor now really broke le.. have to think carefully lor.. haiz.. stress ah... how i wish in a house where there is a little cozy place where i can hang a few of this candle holder.. will be really nice lor..haha..

My candle holder~~~

But i am happy to have 1 of it.. got to really clean up my room and decorate my room lor..now really too messy le..hehe.. hope to really able to do it..

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^

I need some Rainbow in life..

I need the rainbow after the rain..

jy: What is going on to my life... nothin seem to be great maybe except for the little time with baby marcus at my house.. only with little baby marcus.. i can be free from all the troubles.. becos of his growing every day.. his smilez.. his innocent.. his everything.. just love him..

had been really easily affected by environment, by every every things.. had been thinking v negatives recently as well.. i really hated myself being like tat.. where is the me that love to smilez but i really cant help it.. haiz.. feeling really troubled.. troubled by alot of things.. mainly job ba.. more and more sianz le.. 7 more days to the lonely time in office again.. haiz.. gonna miss her leh... she had been with me lor.. now leh.. haiz.. but really happy for her decision.. hope everything will goes really smoothly to her start ba.. i really really have to jiayou le.. haiz.. $$ also a big problem to me.. this few month will need to spend this and that as well.. haiz.. hmmm.. aiya.. aiyo..I really need more $$ and really have to control leh.. haiz.. sianz ah... was thinking abt alot of things like friends.. had been thinking am i really that bad or something is really wrong with me? i really dunno lor.. friends for years so wat... doesn't means that it will last...aiya.. just feel really taken for granted ba..

maybe it is time i really have to learn to let go ba..

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day ^@^

baby Marcus going to 6 months old...

baby marcus ~~

just love baby marcus...hehe.. he know how to walk using baby walker.. but only know how to go backward..hehe.. hmmm didn't get to see it la.. cos the walker is at sis mother in law house.. jiayou baby marcus..hehe.. last saturday.. had carry him around to look at fish tank la.. here and there.. he is so so cute lor.. love him to the max..haha.. jiayou jiayou le.. looking at him.. seeing him growing everyday was great...and really happy lor.. especially when he smile so happy..

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^

RSAF open house 02 sept 2006

Taken at RSAF open house on 2nd Sept 2006

jy: haha.. just some photos to share which was taken last year.. at RSAF open house.. why took so long?? cos i just got it from mr Koh CK not long ago as well... haha.. see my hair still super gold de..haha..

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I am feeling so sad

jy: i am really sad and useless..... haiz.. work work work had really made me crazy.. one of my best best colleague had decided to make the final choice...i am left with no one le.. hmmm but i am happy and really envy in her to be able to make the choice... i am not a risk taker.. too many commitment... my studies fees.. haiz.. had been thinking and thinking but after so long i am still here...haiz...

what i really want?? i really dunno leh.. really really dunno eh... anyone can help me?? someone told me to really relaxed myself without any tv or music think abt my childhood dreams.. cos when we are young.. there will be something tat u really enjoy... you will nv forget it.. just tat ppl choose not to remember as they are afraid of remember it and having a major changes in life... haiz.. help me ah...

really have to think abt it le !!

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^

tired tired tired......

jy: i am just tired tired and feeling super sianz and depressed.. wat i really wan?? i realy dunno... haiz... Help !! please help me..

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^

another SIANZ weekend....

jy: hmmm.. tired tired ah... i really really need a breakkkkkkkkkkk ~~~~~~~~

now at bs house.. doing nothing and since bs and his family playing majong and i dunno how to.. decided to update my blog.. also like long time never updated le.. tired ah... no time lor.. last week was busy busy week for me as usual... more stress than before lor... sianz ah.. so problem de lor.. so really need break lor..

so last week almost every night went out lor.. mon was buy bs birthday present lor wif emily.. tuesday was wif ck, rina,lixin and law for dinner at opposite sembawang shopping centre lor..had nice foods man..haha.. steamray, sotong, lala lor.. haha.. then went dam wif ck rina and law.. and rina bf lor... had long chatting session lor..haha... wednesday was bday dinner celebration for bs.. went 200 plus to eat crab man.. 3 of black pepper.. 3 of chili crab and alot of other foods.. really alot lor.. haha.. hmmm.. a total of eight of us ( ck, lixin, rina, law, ws,chris, bs and me ) lor.. we bought a cake for him aS WELL and had some photo taking session..photos wif ck lor.. but will upload those that using my hp de.. went sembawang park after tat lor... thursday went bugis wif bs.. walk walk around lor..

Happy 22nd Birthday...

Rina n me... lixin and me...

Long time nv take photos lor.. so we take lor.. but had a hard time taking the Best !! Meet up soon ba...

and friday was my leave day... try out the new macdonald breakfast and went to chinatown after tat..to look for the cheap ktv shop.. end up dunno where it is so went to party world lor.. haha.. walk walk around at chinatown as well.. long time nv go there lor..alot of things to see leh..haha...walk around over there lor... then went o tiong baru cos bs friends celebrating birthday.. look for present over there lor.. haha.. bs bought me a new bag lor.. nice leh.. brown color de.. forget to take photos la.. will upload another day lor.. went there hmmm.. stay till 11 plus then 12 minight then got cab lor.. hated to look for cab at tat stupid hours lor..super hard to get cab de lor.. so irritating lor..nothing much to do over there la.. haha..but ok la.. oh ya.. forget to share the interesting machine in time zone northpoint.. haha.. there is a machine call( i wan to dance) u will have to choose 1 songs out of 3 then take 3 expression.. the machine will put yr face into the video.. damn funny lor.. haha.. u can also take home the video lor.. cost $6 lor... hehe.. so do go and try ok..haha..

The ( I want to dance) machine at Northpoiny Time Zone

Our Album...

Some shot of the MTV.. look at bs face.. haha..

@ Party world..

I love this pic of mine...

@ macdonlad taking a break...

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^

damn angry lor...

jy: damn angry lor.. damn fuck up lor... idiot idiot lor... damn stupid lor.. i was kind enough to be really kind enough to them and yet they didn't do wat was supposed to do.. do all the rubbish and shits to me..then get me all the troubles lor... blame me for being no choice lor.. idiot lor... damn stupid lor.., just go and die and curse u lor.. hope everythings goes bad luck to you.. do watever things suay watever things lor... i had enough lor.. always have to make me vomit blood.. i think i will die young lor... angry angry and just go to die!!

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day...^@^

@ sis house on 01 Mar 07

1 days to 5 months little marcus..

Finally a pic wif my darling Marcus..

jy:haha... went sis home on thursday lor.. cos mum is over there taking care baby marcus.. sis and brother in law whole family went for wedding dinner lor.. so i went there after my work lor.. and decided to stay there, went straight to work... i was even blur enough to forget to bring any clothes...haha... too tired till blur liao.. so went to buy a top lor.. 50% leh.. so the price still ok lor...hehe... baby marucs was so so cute lor.. just love him to maxed...he already know how to turn lor.. everytime u put him on the bed he will turn over lor.. hehe.. he is now working hard to learn how to crawl...hehe.. he already can move a little bit le.. continue to jiayou le little marcus..

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^

Mummy Birthday....

Mum bday celebration ~~

jy: yesterday went to bei sheng lou to celebrate mum birthday lor..hehe.. actually wanna go somewhere else to eat de but after that after much consideration still decided to go there..haha.. eat till v v full lor..got yu sheng la.. crab.. steamfish.. fried sotong, veg and etc lor.. haha.. not forgetting to buy a cake for my mummy lor.. shared by me and bs and the meals by the 3 of us lor.. her children..hehe.. above are the photos.. but it look like is baby marcus birthday hor...hehe...

once again..happy birthday to Mummy..

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^