Wednesday, January 04, 2006

What happened to me? (wed of week 17)

jy: haiz.. what happened to me? i really dunno leh.. feel so so sad and depressed lor.. had been crying for the past few days.. easily irritated lor..haiz.. juz feel like no mood in doing anything lor.. is it because i miss bs too too much le?? haiz.. feel v sianz lor.. he say he will not be book out early for the next few weeks lor... then will be really busy after new year..haiz.. tat means the time wif him is getting lesser and lesser le... feel v stress lor in work.. afraid that i need to work for weekend too.. then the time together will be even lesser lor.. why?? why like tat.. why muz we go thru this leh? the time is really so so sianz lor.. waited for 5 days for juz a little while to be together and the environment is preventing us... why?? why like tat.. feel v v tired of waiting le.. what happened to the environment and me?? didn't new year meant to be a new and good beginning?? look like everything is going against our favour... haiz.. why like tat?? so so depressed lor...

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day^@^

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