jy: well.. this 2 weeks... i had been experiencing a different kind of life.. well.. how do i say so.. i dun wan to really explain in details cos it will be too dragging .. tiring and frustrating lor.. so in short is.. i havnt been Home for almost 2 weeks... yes..not home.. of course.. i also nv go anywhere or wat la.. just staying alone in my sis house during the weekend lor..it is like living alone outside...yr life is completely different.. although it may seem like there is also not much communictaion at home.. but.. you will always feel tat someone will sure be there for you somehow.. you will have yr tiny corner tat u are so familiar in... the usual steps tat you do when u step in house.. the kind of used to it.. is all gone...is the feeling and the environment... it is really different la.. although it is not completely a different place la.. cos is sis house but.. it will still be different.. especially you went to live there when u encounter some really unpleasant situation.... the feeling and everything will be so different.. even the size of the house do made a different...cos the house is really big and you are all alone.. when you need some encouragement.. there isn't any.. well but i guess no matter where i am.. this is something tat i am always lacking.. but in need of.. but.. when u are in yr own tiny corner.. u will sure feel better and comfortable no matter wat.. but of course i really appreciate sis help in offering the place.. thanks.. well hope this will really mark a end and i dun wan to talk abt it ever again.. i am too exhausted !!
and work was really too much for me recently.. i can really feel tat i cant breath.. especially this 2 weeks was thing happening in my personal life.. screw up in delivery la.. china side la..designing la... printing la... tat is really tired lor.. number la.. costing la.. system la... argh... new intern la.. guiding them which i really dun have enough time lor..haiz.. i am really overloaded.. everything seem to be urgent.. one thing havnt finish.. another coming up... argh.. is not tat i dun wan to pass on my thing.. is just tat it is not so easy as think.. i guess once everything get on place everything will be fine and smoothly somehow.. i am really glad tat at least my colleague are there to encourage me adn push me on.. at least they are really understanding and give me all the support tat can give... really appreciate it... i really hope thing will not screw up again and everythign will be settle really soon.. praying v hard and doing my best to get the thing done ASAP... so please really pray for me... finger cross.......
i am really tired...nvm.. since the company give me good news so i must do my best and i believe i can.... jiayou ba.. i can do it... i can do it.. i sure can do it or i should say.. I MUST do it and get it done and happening no matter wat...
always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^
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