Saturday afternoon ( wk 46)

jy: today is a SATURDay and guess my location now?? i am in office la.. haiz.. i forget to do something lor.. haiz.. yesterday was too too busy le lor.. haiz... so sianz lor.. but no choice lor.. haha... but at least i am not alone la.. ahsun is wif me lor.. haha.. this few day he had been wif me to help me with my evaluation form lor.. hehe.. gonna miss him de lor.. next week onward he need to do duty lor.. so cant be wif me whole day long le.. but i am really great to have this bonus and long days wif ahsun.. thanks~~

later go home was STEamboat session again.. haha.. mum prepare de.. cos godfather last week strike lottery lor... haha.. then dunno wat to eat outside so decide to eat steamboat lor... haha.. yeah.. so so happy ah.. look forward lor.. hehe...

Fri
like i say.. it is 2 intern last day lor.. quite cold with them de lor.. hehe.. marketing de.. hehe.. i actually manage to bought some things for them lor and took photos with them as well lor.. hehe.. will upload to blog once i have it lor.. jiayou ok gals.. all the best in yr study... hehe.. btw.. they are business student of NUS lor.. some more 1 year younger than me leh.. haiz... wat am i doing leh??? hehe... they also got bought me some things la.. hehe...michelle give me a bookmark wif a post card and sherene give me a blow up balloon wif card too...hehe.. v cute lor.. i even get her to draw spect for me... haha.. Thanks gals..

The present tat i bought for them.. it is candle holder lor.. nice hor...

little balloon that is given to me by sherene.. hehe.. look like me ma??

also work till 8plus then go home lor.. went northpoint to buy balano short lor.. haha.. promise bs brother in law sister le.. wah... i really v v fat le.. i so so sad lor.. really have to do something le.. i know say is no use de.. have to do action... aiyo... why am i so lazy ah.. v useless leh.. no determination de lor... lousy lor.. arrggggg... anyway.. after that was dinner at 925.. steamray lor.. and wif emily too.. she meet me to go party world at safra lor... haha.. wif her best friend jasmine and her bf lor.. had quite a lot of fun lor.. was laughing and jumping around lor.. hehe.. even have some dancing session but we are actually very tired lor.. haha... reach home at 2 plus am.. tired tired.. hehe..

Emily and me at party world...

Thursday was the meeting wif my best friends but only xiufen and xuan turn up lor.. last minutes huiee cannot lor... haiz... so sad lor.. anyway had a great talk wif xiufen lor.. long time nv see her le.. her bf went NS last fri lor.. she need friends support lor.. that is wat i tell her lor.. will be fine de gals.. no worry.. we had sakae sushi and went walk awhile la.. cos really late le after we finish eating.. haha.. got ahsun some interesting things lor... great he like it too...

the musical guitar lor.. really interesting de.. will have sound whenever we touch the string.. there is some pre set songs too...

In conclusion.. this week was a busy busy week for me lor... tired tired tired too... hehe.. hope next week will be better for me lor.. anyway.. i dun care abt the Event of my company on my birthday week ah.. i am taking leave lor.. i know my head of department dun really allow de la.. but i told him is my birthday so he didn't manage to say anything lor.. dun care ah.. i wan a happY birthday lor.. 1 year only 1 time lor.... dun care ah.. i wan a happy happy happy and really happy de... haha.. hope it will lor.. haha.. my 2 day leave.. i am coming.. haha..

haiz... next mon and tues still have to go for the OE training lor.. arrgggg.. wat is it got to do wif me lor... everything ppl dun wan to do de then i have to do lor..haiz.. have to wake up so early and go home late lor..hated it lor.. i know it will be fun and i like de lor.. i mean in the past la.. haha.. i think is becos of the group of ppl ba.. haha.. if is my friend.. i will be joy dunno like wat lor.. haha..ok la. ending here lor.....

Takecare and enjoy ba everyone....

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Friday friday ( wk 46)

jy: this week was a busy week for me lor.. dun have time to blog anything lor.. hope i will be able to update on next week ba...

today is sherene and Michelle last day lor... haiz.. that are fun to be with lor.. haha.. ok la.. late lor.. now is 7.41pm lor.. going back lor...

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day.. ^@^

feeling so sianz ah....... ( tues of wk 46)

jy: it is another new week again lor... haiz.. i am still rotting anf wasting my life away lor... haiz... feeling so so troubles lor.. i cant make up my mind lor.. haiz....

one hand.. i am really sick and tired of working at my workplace lor.. haiz.. why why leh? why when i really made up my mind that i wan to leave and when my mum and sis all supported me to leave and there will be another matter for me to think... my boss suddenly say wan to increase my pay lor.. how?? haiz.. i dun wan to stay here le... but if i leave wif my increased pay then will have higher market value lor.. how?? wat should i do leh??

yesterday.. meet ahsun to go orchard.. haha.. long time nv go shop shop lor.. everything change lor... haha.. alot of new shop all that.. had yakitori and modanyaki as dinner lor.. haha.. yummy yummy lor.. really love it lor.. haha... bought 2 pudding with me to meet ahsun too.. haha.. the shape of the pudding is v nice lor.. haha.. i even bought it home.. haha.. and finally.. i found some off shoulder clothes lor @ far east lor.... haha.. not bad lor.. then after consideration.. haha.. i bought it lor.. haiz... spend my money again lor.. haha.. but hope it really look nice in me lor..had a great great time looking at things lor.. cos really long time nv go shop shop and see see le lor...

my pudding pudding.. heart shaped-rashberry, the other is mango pudding

last week was a busy busy week for me lor... becos of the stupid WS lor.. i everyday went home so so late lor.. there was even one day that i reach home at 1.30am lor... damn tired and tired lor.. the next day still have to wake up early and go for the ws lor.. lucky that it is finally over lor.. sianz ah...

Thursday.. was celest last day too.. as usual, cindy and i bought flower for her lor.. the givera lor.. hehe.. so so nice lor.. and we had some fun together too..cos kelly come back lor.. haha.. had really really fun lor... hehe.. even had some funny video for the B*tch of the company.. haha.. it is her nick name lor.. haiz... another close colleague had left.. all the best ok....

justine whose last day is on Fri, celest on right photo

Cake and flowers for celest

me with marketing ppl and the prize presentation for the company B*tch award

Fri.. decided to go dinner wif nat they all lor.. at united square.. eat the noodle hut.. haha.. the la mian was nice lor.. hehe.. i had laksa and ahsun had curry chicken lor.. haha.. there was alot of us lor.. kelly, xiao carol, emily, aaron, desmond, nat, celine, celine bf, me and bs lor.. haha... had our dinner and some chit chat session.. after that left only aaron, emily, desmond, me and bs so we went on to the star buck lor.. haha.. i like the building lor.. it was so nice lor.. glas window for all the building lor.. so so nice lor.. so beautiful lor.. hehe... went home after that....

Starbuck -united square

Sat... was wake up by mum in the morning.. but went back to sleep till afternoon 2 plus.. haha..meet ahxuan for lunch at drive-in mac lor... and chit chat around xuan house and went on to my house.. initial was to play badminton... haha.. but was late after watching tv so we just stay home to watch tv lor... had some chit chat session wif huiee on the phone lor.. haha.. it has been a long long time since i last chat wif her le lor.. haha.. talk alot of things lor.. like my birthday la.. haha.. she is even more anxious then me lor.. but i still dunno wat i wan leh.. how ah? bbq? go singspore sightseeing? go oversea? go chalet? aiya.. i really dunno leh.. how ah? die la...no time le.. haiz.......thanks for chatting wif me..haha....let's wait and see... haha....

Sun... didn't do much things too lor.. just meet ahsun for lunch at northpoint and went home lor.. cos sis is at home lor.. then was dinner at blk 748 lor.. haha... and was lucky that godfather strike lottery.. haha.. yeah got extra allowance lor.. haha...oh ya.. ahsun bought me a little chi wei ( i think is hedgedog).. haha.. pink pink de.. so cute lor... write a bsjy on the heart that it take too.. haha.... thank alot.......

cute rite... hehe.. pink color de...

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busy busy busy lor.... ( tues of wk 45)

jy: i am damn busy for this week lor.. the conference lor.. haiz.. got alot of last minutes things and set up things lor.. here and there la... blah blah blah lor... arrgggggg..........but i am feeling ok la... haha...

yesterday was a Movie nite lor.. wif kelly and some other akltg staff lor.. super alot of ppl lor.. there is 14 of us lor.. including emily and her friend, kelly, marketing- michelle, sherene, celeste, ops- david, kat, irish and weichong and chih chien lor... mobie at grand Cathay lor.. nv go there b4 lor.. then was the movie- pirates of the Carribean 2 lor.. haha... well.. i went to see it when i didn't even see part 1 lor... haha.. it was not a bad show lor.. hehe.. not bad not bad la.. haha.. funny lor.. the jack... haha.. then orlando bloom was so handsome lor.. haha.. love him man.. haha.. so man... hehe... the effect and view was v nice lor.. it was a really funny show lor..



Pirate of the Carribean 2-Dead Man's Chest
Starring:
Orlando Bloom, Johnny Depp, Keira Knightley
Directed by:
Gore Verbinski
Local Distributor:
Buena Vista International
Captain Jack Sparrow discovers he owes a blood debt to the legendary Davey Jones, Captain of the ghostly Flying Dutchman. With time running out, Jack must find a way out of his debt or else be doomed to eternal damnation and servitude in the afterlife. Making matters worse, Sparrow's problems manage to interefere with the wedding plans of a certain Will Turner and Elizabeth Swann, who are forced to join Jack on yet another one of his misadventures.

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once again.. the updates

Hong Junyang showcase at DXo

@ MArina Square again... haha....

happy 29th Months anniversary....

jy: well... this few days i had been blur lor.. and i dunno which day is which day le lor.. i forget wat i do during my friday.. haha.. if i didn't rememeber wrongly.. it was a dinner wif ahsun and we head home becos i am tired and he is too lor.. haha.. ahsun had officially become the third sergeant... Congratulation to ahsun.. haha.. for him.. it was a 3 months of shift guard duty follow by the instructor of SSC lor.. haha.. hmmm.. in some sense it was good lor cos the weekend and hliday is secures lor. just that have to work directly wif the ah nei lor.. arggggggggggg... hated it man... haha..

Sat.. i just miss the meteor garden.. haha.. ah si, lei, shan cai.. hehe.. spend a few hours watching the vcd lor.. haha.. follow by a late lunch wif ahsun at northpoint food court- nasi brayni.. haha.. i just love it man... haha.. went on to city hall.. spend a little time at suntec then went to emily emily and her friends.. haha.. quene up for Hong Jun Yang showcase concert lor... haha.. at DXO.. the purpose is to take a look at the inside lor.. hmm.. not v big lor.. actually quite small lor.. haha.. we are standing quite infront lor.. so the concert was not bad lor.. then is not v crowed too so everything is ok lor... hehe... think junyang do better when he is on live lor.. he can actually have his own style lor... can sing well in live lor... really think he is not bad lor.. haha...

went on for a dinner after that and chatting session lor...

Sun.. didn't know wat to do.. so we stay at home and rest lor.. the time passes really fast lor... but it was great to have ahsun lor.. haha.. cos he monday then have to report lor... so far so good la..

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day.. ^@^

looking for my happiness ( fri of wk 44)

jy: i am on my way to my better future and happiness... on the way of looking for the jinyan that is happy everyday, like to laugh like crazy, very cheerful, never so so grumpy de lor..

i really miss and lost the jinyan le... i seem so stress.. i am angry, i got attitude problem, i curse and swear, i complain like hell.. i am really living miserable lor... i had become someone that i dun even know.. i dun like myself.. i hated myself.. i think i am useless.. i am low self- esteem.. i thought i am in a MOTIVATIONAL company??? why like tat??i really need to make up my mind.. i think i really need to take risk le...

actually i thing i am really piss off le, to the max, i think everyone is fake, i lost all my patience lor... haha... i am struck in nowhere lor.. i cant go back and look for IT job cos i leave school too long and it is hard lor... i cant possible work as Admin lor.. it will bring me to nowhere.. so i think i really need to upgrade myself lor.. if i continue to drag.. i will not go study de and i will lost interest then if i wan to wait till i save money then i think i can forget abt it le...

so my plan:

i want to quickly quit my this stupid and hateful job, look for a better one.. becos i am holding on to 1 job, it is hard to get another as most company dun really wan to wait.. some more i am not even given the chance to go for interview lor... so i wan to leave this place asap lor... cos i am going crazy and i wan to die le... i really need to leave le... to a better place and look for the jinyan that i lost lor.. i really hope she can come back...

i will look for job after i quit lor... if can find full time then work lor.. if not work part time lor.. need to wait for Uni application to open lor.. which is next year.. i know is not so soon but i really cant stand working here le...

i just wan a better environment and i really hated this company lor...

had talk to my mum and bro.. bro support me but mum say ask me to ask sis and brother in law lor... let wait and see.. actually thnking of going to resign next monday de... i wan to see how the company die lor.. anyway i dun think got alot of difference ba.. i am ot that impt too.. just a lowly paid clerk... i think i am really really under- paid lor... haiz... am i a poly grad?? haiz... sianz lor.. but celine ask me to submit when i got this month pay as she say once i submit then they will keep delay my pay lor..tjose previous that quit.. waited 4 months for the pay lor.. wTF rite.. damn it lor.. really bad leh... haiz.. so have to wait again... but i wan the resignation to be before my bday.. i wan to look forward for my bday.. i wan to enjoy lor.. haiz.. how leh?? i think it will be the best birthday present lor... jinyan please come back ok...

hope can make a decision really soon lor.. i really hope that everything will goes smoothly for me lor.. all the stupid and idiot xiao ren... go away lor..

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Happy dinner ( thur of wk 44)

kiwi pop and Lychee kooler

waterworld and dunno curry wat de...

outside marina Square

@ Raffles shopping centre

jy: wow... had a really great dinner... haha.. ahsun last minutes got nites off lor.. haha.. will need to go back at 1030pm... we went marina square for our good dinner.. haha.. actually want to eat swensen but later decide to eat some different food that we nv eat de... decided on the one next door.. the changing appetite.. went there last year wif huiee and benjamin lor.. the food not bad la... haha.. had quite alot of photos taking session.. haha.. happy to have him by my side...

thanks ahsun for the effort lor.... for coming all the way to city hall to meet me.. walk around with me, took train with me to marina and go back to camp from there lor.. thanks alot.. sorry to make u wait so long for me at station...

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day ^@^

whether to celebrate my birthday ( tues of wk 44)

jy: haiz... i am feeling trouble again le.. haiz.. actually wan to celebrate my 22nd birthday de... the reason is becos my 21st i didn't really celebrate it.. in the sense of inviting friends lor... haha.. like open chalet la.. order buffet or bbq lor... haha.. cos i no $$ ma.. hehe.. haiz... wan to celebrate my 22nd lor.. cos really wan the feeling of ppl u invited.. come all the way to wish you happy birthday... haha... then also wan a gathering lor.. haiz... so sad lor...

this time think is gone again le ba... no $$ still lor.. had been doing my best to save up money lor.. then dunno wat to do too lor.. if wan chalet then will need to come up another few hundreds with i cannot afford lor... then if buffets is like so weird lor.. not 21st wat.. haiz.. then i thinking of bbq... lixin they all say so ma fan... if invite ppl then still have to cook for the foods.. then how??? i no money wat.. i know is weird to celebrate 22 lor.. but i will keep thinking de lor... dunno i will have regrets or not leh...

alot of ppl say it is not worth to celebrate it.. might as well use the money to do some other things lor... like go some good place wif ahsun to celebrate la.. take albums la.. since it will cost another few hundreds lor.. haiz.. how leh?? wat i should do leh... haiz... some more if celebrate bday then is like nothing wat in the end... might as well get some presents that will last with me de... haiz.. really really dunno how leh?? haiz... everyone say different views... haiz.. $$ leh.. and it is true that i dun have lor.. why still wan to spend my $$ like tat leh...

wat should i do leh....

my xiao gu son 21st year old like marry like tat lor.. invited his friends, relative and father friends lor.. super lame lor... like marriage man.. haiz... then my xiao gu zhang as expected will say v loud that he spend wow.... $1000 plus on buffet alone lor... haiz.. wat to do leh... i dun even have the ability to celebrate my 21st bday lor... haiz.. so sad man... haiz....

WHAT I SHOULD do leh.. really no idea man... haiz.. sianz ah...

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day...^@^

bought some tibits of Korea ( tues of wk 44)

jy: haha.. just now in the morning.. bought some tibits form shop n save.. haha..super ex lor...but got 1 is something that i like alot when i was young de.. haha.. so i buy lor... hehe....

haha.. tibits from korea.. haha.. see pic 2?? haha.. shape of the ocean creature.. haha... interesting leh..

yesterday nite was a happy happy nite for me lor.. although is a short time lor.. but i am really happy lor... hehe... ahsun can come out for the nite lor.. he need to go home and bring something lor.. so i meet him at raffles place and go home with him lor... hehe.. wait for him at northpoint lor.. while he went home to bring the things.. at first got abt an hour to eat de.. cos ahsun not feeling v well.. so we call off the swensen dinner.. haha.. anyway i also think better dun eat so good lor.. also not alot of money lor.. then not feeling v well too.. hehe.. so we wnent to buy Rami burger at pasalama lor.. hehe.. bought pack of the popular (POWER) nasi lemak lor.. hehe.. went on to acc ahsun to wait for bus 969 lor... haiz.. cant bear to let him go lor.. miss him so so much lor... ahsun also bought me a little piggy ball ball... haha.. a pig that look like a pig lor.. haha.. then no tail de... hahaha.. short legs too.. really look like a ball lor.. thanks dear.... hehe...

here is the piggy piggy ball ball...haha...look like a ball rite.. ahsun like this man.. cos he say look like a ball.. haha...

jiayou ok for yr sergent course.. haha.. this friday you are official Seregent lor... haha.... go go go.. you sure can do it de.. do yr best for goal to be instructor ba.. hehe.. go go go..

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new days..^@^

updates of my weekend ( mon of wk 44)

jy: well... did nothing much during the weekend.. it was like solely days of resting and sleeping lor... haha....

only special things is my house got steamboast Feast on sat... haha.. both bbq and soup de.. haha.. also have yu sheng lor.. haha.. DUn laugh ok... i know is kinda of weird to have yu sheng on JULy... haha.. ask my mum ba... hehe.. so cute lor... hehe... alot of foods lor... hehe.. yummy yummy lor.. i just love steamboat lor.. although it is a real hot season to eat lor.. hehe... love the food lor... love the gathering feeling... haha.. thanks to mum hard work... haha.. of course mine.. in the sense of cleaning up after that lor... haha... really alot of clean lor.. also have to help to prepare lor.. not easy ok... dun play play hor.. hehe... went for a short pasalama session with ahsun after the dinner lor.. hehe.. went home quite soon after that lor.. hehe...

haha.. because i too busy to eat and cook then forget to take photos so this is the only photo.. haha..

Sun... wake up for another steamboat session for lunch.. haha.. then went back to sleep lor.. haha.. although i sleep alot but super tired lor... haha.. still so tired lor... haha... think is not physically tired ba.. is mentally tired ba.. haiz... super sianz man... went on to bs house lor.. to use the computer to look for wedding songs and kpo ppl friendster lor... at 9pm.. ahsun need to book in lor.. no one to drive im so he had to travel there himself.. that why had to go out early lor... hope to see him really soon lor..

some updates on mingjie... he look slimmer hor...

Fri... yeah.. feel like eating shilin food lor.. cos ahsun went home first before meet me so we meet at bishan lor... hehe.. had some unhappiness before i met ahsun lor.. haiz.. so so sad lor.. i'm sorry for always giving attitude and cry when i meet you lor... always make u so worried, and i keep complaining and feeling so sad... haiz... only before u. i can be weak lor.. haiz.. so so sorry... had our jumbo chicken, oyster mee sua... haha... walk around awhile after that lor... hehe.. and we went home after that.... hehe..

TOrTo... hehe.. love it so much leh..hehe..

ahsun ah.. miss you so so much.. hope to be able to chat long wif u everyday and hope can see you soon... looking forward to ur weekend.... hope it will be fun and enjoyable... =)

always tell yrself.. tml is a brand new day..^@^

Wensheng 22nd Birthday @ Riverside Point

Jy:

@ Riverside Point

Happy Birthday to MR Wensheng.....

always tell yrself..tml is a brand new day..^@^